...ok! without a erotical sense am stuck in a optical abyss...
...imagine life like following a rainbow n not findin a pot of gold at the end...
...it'z a real obsticle within, sometime'z make'z me not wanna live...
...not one happy day goe'z by...something'z gotta give...
...mind full of segmented negative'z, but yet there'z a couple positive'z...
...no worrie'z bout a fashion sense, but hard to find a women dat'z passionate...
...have people do shyt for me...while i bask in it...
...but i still break ma back at work fo'a check without knowing how much cash it iz...
...go to restaurant'z thinkin they put meat on ma plate without heatin it...
...jus to see if i'd eat tha shyt, errything seem'z small i hear it'z a bigger nation...
...n errynight i stay up until 1...to pray fo' liberation...
...i wish fo' a way fo' a livin reincarseration n a mind transplant...
...doctor say'z i may regain ma sight pigment'z, i hope fo' time to expand...
...give me mo' time?...i plea misery livin wit no eye'z...
...i feel cold runing into nothin, durty like a coal mine wit no light...
...mentally ma soul'z devine, no self esteem, facing public humiliation...
...feel like am gettin in a gang facing a bult lick initiation...
...how could diz happen?...i couldn't rememba' tha situation...
...life'z a rucku'z...wit tha shyt am facing...
...it seem'z worthless to go on, feel anger, grind ma teeth instead...
...in dat moment i dunno wat happened, but i poked tha eye'z out of ma head...
...i woke up in a hospital bed to a steaming eroma...
...fuckin a bitch i waz only...in a coma...